Something profound happened to me recently. It’s an event which I think any maker experiences. It’s when one recognises that it’s more fun to be a maker than it is to be a consumer.
I’m not entirely sure when or why it happened. It could be that my cynical self is fighting back against the explosion of bullshit in the form of reality TV shows, unoriginal movies and software that’s conspiring against me. It could be my way of trying to create interesting news to fight back against the noise on HN and reddit feeds. Who knows…
I have to wade through so much junk before I find the gold these days. It used to be the case that news feeds were enjoyable to read. But these days, I’m finding that I can only find entertainment in what I do.
I can hardly stomach podcasts these days too, as I seem to be recognising that it’s often a one way conversation. Sometimes I wonder if my opinions and interests are even my own…
This sort of thing is a real problem for those tuning in to the radio, reading newspapers and watching morning breakfast programs. You wake up, get a shot of advertising and opinions that aren’t your own and then you then head off to your 9-5 job subconsciously effected by those opinions.
This is not how I want to live my life.
So I make things now. Perhaps it’s an attempt to escape the madness and feebly try to create the world that I would like to live in? Perhaps it’s because I’m seeking karma? Perhaps it’s because I’m seeking fame?
Who knows…
One thing I know for sure however is that it feels great to be a maker and when people comment positively on my work, it makes the effort all the more worth it